Samantics

by Einsam

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1.
I Land 03:41
Off to find me a high place To watch the day come in In the waxy end of summer stasis I'm a hot breeze through the inner districts Trying words out on my tongue You win some when lonesome I need no one I need no one I need no one I need no one Now the sky is bloodied and bruising As I count what I have left Nothing was taken but for illusions And I have the whole place to myself And O! truth's like electric currents Through my boots The right kind of two kinds Of solitude I need no one I need no one I need no one I need no one Cross the Gürtel to the library Climbing 103 steps While the hills stretch out behind me Doubled over trying to catch my breath Count time in moments of clarity Today I will be all I need And all hail to the rising sun All hail to the rising sun All hail to the rising sun I need no one I need no one I need no one I need no one
2.
At Eye Level 03:24
I was a body Now I’m a symbol I am dressed I am covered I am distinguished From another How do I look? How do I see? How do I seem? How should I be? At eye level I was a body Made from a model I am blessed I am repressed Guilty or welcome By association How do I look? How do I see? How do I seem? How can I be? At eye level Went from an outline To an icon To a button You can click on What are my functions? What are my uses? Can I be moulded? Can I be lucid? Comprised of organs Of many skins Am I more vicious More viscous Than I admit? How do I look? How do I see? How do I seem? What do I mean? At eye level I had a vision Victor and victim From a loner To a killer Am I insane? Am I in pain? If I was once Will I always be that way? Tied to my birth Tied to my nation Tell me my worth Tell me my station What’s in a name? What’s in a face? On each encounter We leave our trace My past and future Fixtures to frame it How my emotions drive my observations How I view And group the world And how I feel Affects how I formulate it No longer fluid, But crystallised We need markers To locate each other by Now I’m a sign A signifier A plus and minus Narrativising A single object From a composite I was a body I’m just a body At eye level
3.
Tunnelvision 04:17
The spines of moonlight Tremulous From footsteps How we’ve tried To climb The shrieking pipes From the depths Born below Ever-bowed Minds transfixed above us Til it’s all I can see every time our eyes meet Just trying to get out/ Are we / Just trying to get out Stretching up Not a rat, I’m a shoot My future is up there Stretching up With a nail, with a tooth Feeling a universe of yearning A raised bouquet Of fingertips To the ceiling Is that The one That leaves you Kicking and screaming? Oh that night Of disquiet Be enough to believe in Cause it’s all I can see Every time our eyes meet Just trying to get out / Are we / Just trying to get out Stretching up Not a rat, I’m a shoot My future is up there Stretching up With a nail, with a tooth Feeling a universe of yearning The torrent As it swells Behind those crooked teeth The drip That slips In fitful steps Down your throat In the wee small hours I might just have The queen of the mud to myself The most beautiful rat In all of the sewer As the two bright pins In the pools of your eyes dissolve Just trying to get out / Are we / Just trying to get out? Stretching up Not a rat, I’m a shoot My future is up there Stretching up With a nail, with a tooth Feeling a universe of yearning Clawing up, I’m crawling out
4.
Turn it Over 04:03
To tie a tie To say goodbye To make unique Or make alike The doing And undoing Of everything To make a hole To make a whole Just as the sculptor From blocks of stone Every cleft retrieving From the infinite To the definite That's the trick Turn it over in my hand Let it catch the light Turn it over in my head Hand to eye So into the abyss I tripped Arse over tit To throw rings round the infinite But as a I reached They split Now tendrils teem about my head Might I ever encounter the thing itself And retrieve it? Because it gets heavy To carry So many fragmentary Pieces Turn it over in my hand Let it catch the light Turn it over in my head Hand to eye And oh it's a dark cloud But it's my design Turn it over in my hand Let it catch the light Loosen certain certainties For a hiccough of an epiphany Just beyond me Perhaps there's nothing more To it than that Just taking things apart And trying to put them back Knowing when to think And when not to think That's the trick Turn it over in my hand Let it catch the light Turn it over in my head Hand to eye And oh it's a dark cloud But it's my design Turn it over in my hand Let it catch the light

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released November 26, 2021

All songs written by EINSAM
Produced and mixed by CECIL
Recorded at SS2, GEM and El Chiringuito

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Einsam Bristol, UK

Since the word Einsam means 'solitary' (literally 'One-some'), it made sense for a solo project by someone called Sam.

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